Musing One...

My adventure began last November when I moved into my house.  Before the move, I was inverted in my heart aims. I was living from my head, not from my heart. I was afraid to be attracted to people and I was afraid that people would not be attracted to me. I was adept at hiding a nasty, painful past.

My head was full of big, rather absurd plastic ideas. I approached my ideas as best friends. I never understood much about life. I never knew how to use my heart for life. Truly, my heart was ossified.

All that changed when I moved into my house. I have aligned myself with the tapestry of my home. I have tapered down my ideas. I feel close to my associates, my assistants. I love Luke, my roommate, and am eager to be near him. It is an easy match. I live more from my heart. I am immensely addended. I am better in myself.

I am in a new place today. I have cast away my jagged past. I am on a living adventure using careful peaceable heart actions to best carefully learn lasting lessons about life.

I was extremely inadequate in my ability to be with people, but my house has helped me to believe in myself. My home is an oasis, nearly indescribable.